What it’s like

And I don't know if you know what it's like when everything you want to say is everything you can't say. 

And I don't know if you know what it's like when the emptiness won't let you sleep. 

And I don't know if you know what it's like when silence can't be killed. 

And I don't know if you know what it's like when you lack something that no one can give you. 

And I don't know if you know what it's like when you no longer understand yourself. 

And I don't know if you know what it's like when you don’t have the answers. 

And I don't know if you know what it's like when you think you've lost your yourself. 

And I don't know if you know what it's like when getting up turns into war. 

And I don't know if you know what it's like when you no longer know what home means.